Help me understand...

Make your mind
have yours?
sure,
Tease the smart
find the chart

Why mention what will start
a silent questioning round
The ends are bound...
Sense is absent
when scrambled words are at steak.

Blood splattered satisfaction
has been triggered
found a new life
do you want it washed?
I will pick up a scythe.

Why start it?
Why tease?
If you don't want it
then, don't summon it.

...

Round and small
the world is
Find the spine
not hard at all.

Why the disappointment, you like?
written in thoughts my heart lies.
Great the want,,
the need of you
not just be
just a breeze.

for you...

Don't you get it?
It's a spear
deep inside
every time your acts apply.

but why you don't seem to care...

why do you keep going?
are you running...from what?
or are you just teasing?
If you are
tell me what you want.

Tired of hope I am,
For something that I do want to try...
seriously...
you have tried it.

You said you loved,
but it seems that you just run from the good feel,
almost like if it was just a peel.
but it seems you have deluded.

Why am I in such pain,
when you stare,
when you tease,
when you lease...yourself

I want to know,
what is there to know
the truth,
on front,
unfiltered
so I am clear
Should I even try?
are we foe to your dreams?
or is it your test
to my silent screams
Do you want me to do something?
or are we just a thing.

STAY CLOSE (1 AND 2)

Joining Aside oil and water
Ether Making my mind unconscious.
Simple Actions that would keep you away
Songs of Nothing but tremor
Instead of Delicate peace.
Cats Advertising their presence are
At where I've directed this poem so far.

Not to scare you away
not to step too far away.
The never ending balance
of great disposition...
...or imposition.

Say something...
watch.
See something...
listen.
steps to understanding
now please understand me.

Opening a key hole
with a thread
That is my fight
That is my sorrow.
I just want to enjoy it
Live it
Die on it.

Is it not, that is not enough
following were all waters go.
But when a salmon you become
you don't give up.
No matter the circumstance.
Just lost in Trance.

The fire is there!
but the water is too.
Dump those buckets,
let's burn until we become
brighter than the sun.
Let's make Lucifer wish he had our fire.
Burn anyone in our way
anyone not worth OUR time.
Can we do that?
or...
everyone is holding up
to the edge of regular life
were survival takes your breath
and your wants, become your pray.
Why would you wanna stay?

Come with me,
Take on this challenge
break up the silence
Let's talk, Let's be one
Act like one
Just stay close.

Please.

FIND ME!

Diseased the need for calmitude
trends of war between bald mountains
that take upon fiery rivers
awaiting the childish soul is.
Is it for a new Present?

I cannot say...

Awaiting for the assent...
Should I act?
Should I not?
or Should I just simply...

I can't finish it

Let us seal the deal!
Once the blood has solidified,
then you'll know
that was the time to act.
To respond,
to resonate.

Please Self, and lost soul
don't wait too much.
Don't let this be a regret
thus in life there is no reset.

This should become an everlasting adventure.
If we as beings are counted in time
then; not once,
nor twice,
just let it be on thrice.

The heart will bleed
as long as there is love...
SO WHAT!
Pump it,
Supply it with what it needs with a perfect recipe...

A little bit of lust,
a little bit of pain and crush
mixed well with love and trust,
and Voila.

Let's not let time burn this feeling
just keep it raw.
Let the dough become the essence,
the essence of our existence.
I understand your resistance
It is hard to understand
to bare
to act
to smile at the unknown.
To Fight for what is known
to let this warmth take over you.

My kids are me,
Us
Ours
Could they be enriched?
For they will see true love's strength
Then again not once, twice,
but thrice.

Am I lost?
PLEASE FIND ME
SHOW ME HOW TO SHOW YOU
not once, twice but thrice.

Why is this so hard to understand.
FOR ME, PLEASE
I know, I know
It is a mental grasp
a physical gripe
locked together
thrice forever.
Lost to weather.

Why Try?

Why are we so afraid?
Let Athens find this array
Finding out,
What's this,
the why
the how.

Is this just an arcade?
let's play, dance.
Let's put our luck on the table
and get the tumbling out of the way.
Would anyone else have a say?

I doubt it,
Is it our minds overtaking the game?
or the simple fact that we are afraid.

Fuck!!
why not just gamble our way into oblivion?
Why not just find our wants?
Let's outpost our thoughts
Let's be crazy, let's just not be afraid!

Let our thoughts guide the seamless course,
make the world disappear
and remake what we call real
LET'S NOT BE AFRAID!
Let us be US and that's IT.