Dreaming

Dreaming
Hours of endless time
Waiting forever
Will it end?
Never

Endless loneliness
Thoughts wonder
Reality turns into a baltic sea
Of desperation.

Looking at an entrance
For hours with no end
Whishing harder than ever
That the unusual gets here
To create an event
Under this sad tent
To forever be content

Where have my dreams gone?
Dreams that came and went.

BUT WAIT!
A time that froze
A wonder that just goes
A fantastic creature
Hight class pale drink
Glass bottle in nature.
Skinny top, rounded bottom.
Swimming towards the entrance
Please find me
I am in transcendence.

Sight is out of the question
The best of natures work
Coming closer
And me wishing
That this is never over.

Step by step
A smile appears
Am I still dreaming?
But your image clears

No longer a blur
It is you, where should I go?
What should I do?

My body a good run wants
Indecisive if toward or away
Heat thickens
Air is scarce

“Holly shit,
Where am I?”
In the real world
This doesn’t happen
“Please kill me,
Don’t torment me
Enticing your presence is
Finish it
Or come with me”

Pace sped up
The inner beats
So strong they reek

Contact
Feeling,
Caress
Undress

I want it!
Am I dreaming?
Because I just cant believe it.

Was that my dream come true?
Or my mind melting through

I need medical attention
My body is moving by itself
Now showing its crest.

Say
FUCK IT
“Run away
Leave your station
Just walk away”
Said my body.

One blink
You were there
Another
You are here
Blink again
I am lost in space.

Heat just started
Summer's early arrival
Between earth and water
Just a dream
Just like I wanted.
Burning,

Gaps colliding,
Surfaces shining
Reality distorting
We might need shoring.

Then the more we fall
Lighter we enticing was past
Because here it is at last

Dream…
My dream…
Sigh