Just tell me

 Just tell me 

Don't build up my wants

My desires

To just get them banished


Just fucking tell me

What you want

Exactly how you need it

And your restrictions 

While you are feeling needed


Just tell me

Don't just tell me to then cancel

I know already what you all want

Just do it without remorse or fear

Im not just someone 


Just fucking tell me you all

And ill make it happen


Time will tell me the secret

 Our love

Will soon be restrained by distance

All of our will, be put in hold

But for how long? 

This will test our strength

Time will be our true restraint 


I love you

And him

And her

What a fucking turn

Nothing totals this sum

Although enlarged my heart has become

I never imagined loving this bunch

I don't know what to do with this crush

Although it seems to be it has become true

There is no one to sue

For the still existing true


There are boundaries

There are challenges

But i think that i unconsciously choose to ignore 

Because all i see is love


Call me romantic or clingy

I will still love you for any thing you all do


Hold me down

Please

I can't bear it 

I can't understand it

Or let me be

Let all my senses be

And be in my playground


I will show you all what i am capable of

For those who i love

For those who i would give my life for

It is now the count up to 4


What a surprise

It is not my demise

I feel it

I need it

I want it to be true

In this world to become something new